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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
I think God is telling me to study. It's my free day today, yoohoo. I can't believe I actually managed to solve the problem I had with my blogskin and make it viewable again. So here goes, haha. I may actually have the mood to start crapping about my life again. Narcissistic much. And astoundingly, my blog is.... Six years old!!! Six years worth of (punctuated) memories all in this webpage. Six years of the journey of growing up, from using twit language to complaining about childish stuff to talking about issues to whining about the futility of life, I think the change of mindset from an unsatisfied rowdy teenager to erm, still an unsatisfied but disillusioned teenager (albeit the last year as a teen) is pretty obvious. If I ever lose my memory, please introduce me to this blog to have a laugh. So, I guess I have given up the Voices auditions. Was weighing the pros and cons of joining and decided not to give myself too much commitment (after lessons learnt in the past six years). Because knowing myself, I would definitely give an unproportionately large amount of time to the things I am more interested in when compared to studying. Besides, I already have CJ! :) With the recital coming up, I want to be dedicated to preparing for it. Furthermore, the timings for Voices practice and vocal training at CJ clash head on. This may sound ironic, but I am going for Blast! auditions. On the basis that I probably wouldn't get pass them since I do not have sufficient hip hop background, I guess it wouldn't hurt to go learn another set of choreography! More exposure is good, right? Boring Tuesday! Sunday, August 15, 2010 3 months later from the previous post, and i feel like a year has passed. my tagboard is filled with spam which i probably wont ever bother to clear, and i wonder if anyone is even still watchin this space. to update my life since the last time i blogged, there are only two things worth talking about. 1. i've been more active at cj(not catholic jc but celine jessandra school of performing arts). 2. i've started schooling at NUS. both are positive things, i believe. i find myself anticipating each friday for vocals, and must really thank laoshi for giving me the opportunity to learn singing (and perform! trivia: performed a week ago for NTU with clement the god), something i always really wanted but would never have had the chance to go for due to monetary reasons. for quite awhile sundays have always been spent practising Gee dance for the ndp observation ceremony with minister george yeo. it was really fun. dance is something i never extensively explored but secretly loved to try, so small stuff like this excites me like... hmm i realise i havent had anything that excited me in a long while. nus has been the bomb; i remember feeling extremely skeptical when i signed up for o week with weiting, not feeling ready to accept new things yet but knowing there is a need to make friends before the semester starts. but it has been a surprise up till now, feel glad that i'm part of the og S2(suddenly) which consists of many people due to the previous generations of s2 haha. grew from debating whether to stayover during camps to whining that i couldnt make it for certain activities due to other commitments. so evidently it was a great experience? :) still cant adjust entirely to the weird timetable i have, and the campus. navigating around school is currently still a chore cos being stupid me, i have chosen the modules by myself without asking people around and ended up having to travel across the campus alone a few times. thank god for friendly people i met along the way which expelled all fear (if any) towards school. i have gotten over the double rejection from mass comm in ntu, and would still like to scream 'its your loss!!!!!' in their face (haha dont mind me like i said its sour grapes), but am starting to love arts. though weirdly this sem i have chosen 2 sciency modules :/ i know my innate bio desires ahahha. for crap's sake i will list out the modules i am taking. 1. psychology exposure 2. southeast asian studies 3. theatre studies (oh man, what a joke) 4. genes and society 5. microbes and how it changed human history i think this is the most exciting combi i would ever take in my years at nus hahahah, due to taking theatre with old tsd ppl and the two bio things. psych is a must, and hopefully sea is as exciting as what all the seniors have been saying. alright. it must be obvious i am just bored at home (first sunday without going out for a really long time), even i feel the lethargy in my words. being crazy me, it's hard to find a time where exclamation marks are nonexistent in my words. ohwells. it's getting old. old blog (since 2004), old tagboard, old guestbook. old age can be sexy, due to the amount of information(not wisdom) it beholds. but mostly, old age just entails abandonment. evident in all three mentioned avenues here. erm. i am amused by my attempt to talk to myself. |
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